Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Lif Showers

Spared the first few days in isolation away from the battlefield, much has happened and much not. It showered at night on Monday, breaking a long drought of nights spell-fixed on book and screen. To reckon with, it was more of a storm, since it pounded the windows quite badly before subsiding and drizzling for hours. When I bother to stop and observe the enormity of a storm, my  take away usually encompasses driblets of insights and inspiration. This one, I didn't have any, at least at that time.

I heard the news of the runner that collapsed and died during the triathlon. He happens to be a classmate of my friend. You don't feel shock at the news these days unless it affects people around you on such proximity. I won't lament that the good die young. But a message I have known for some time are finally echoed back at me. 

At this worst semester in school-life ever, the point that we are not invincible had probably beaten its way down everyone's mind. I know I haven't lived each day as if it was my last. And to do so, would you exchange EVERYTHING to be the best, to the final collapse?

I would want to ace this, and collapse only decades down. Not now, when there's so much compounded. 

Friday, June 22, 2007

Monday, June 18, 2007

30 Hours Famine

This is my write-up on the 30 Hours Famine (16th, 17th June) organized by World Vision after sleeping an incredulous 14 hours.

One buffet before, one buffet after, that was the initial idea I had came up with to cope with the radical rigors of hunger for 30 hours. The rationale was to compensate in advance for the equivalent solid mass in between missing meals, the same way hibernating animals did to tide over winter, and typical kiasuism in application. Having once opted to fast for 12 hours which didn't turn out that well afterwards with periodic gastric pangs, I didn't see how much torturous that would be for over twice that duration. Hence the double gorging escapades sounded potent in the war against our own hunger.

Reality-wise, plans and people don't go hand in hand, as always. Republic Polytechnic isn't that far from my house, by bike per se. Hence I cycled there before the event opening. We had a few hours in advance for lunch (buffet), but my mates felt reluctant to perform the 15 minute walk to Causeway Point whilst I cycled. So I settled at cycling back home for more logistical supplies and downing a McSpicy meal myself, only forgetting to bring the pack of cards I intended to. Just to talk about the RP compound, despite the gray exteriors, the design is far better than most schools. And there's a plethora of air-conditioned areas and high ceilings which make it resemble an airport lounge.

Registering at the counter, we were given a log book, our 2 T-shirts, and told which out of 8 different developing countries that we would be assigned to. Likely out of administrative simplicity, most of the AC people were assigned to Bangladesh and would be making the trip to Metta Home the next day, resounding logic since our volunteer envoy was an old boy to start with. That meant that the group consisted of a burgeoning lot of ACJC comrades. The similarity of culture is almost indisputable given the prevalence of bridge groups that subsequently emerged and poor grasp of the Chinese language.




And I caught CNA man in action!


Anyways for Day One, we started out with the introductory talks and opening sound-off etc. This was followed by the division into respective countries and smaller family groups that would be charged to earn revenue for the country.


This was game-play to emulate the pseudo-progress of a country. People were assigned to contract various diseases and disabilities such as HIV, or being crippled or mute. Stations such as schools, hospitals, work centers were set up. You earned money by getting jobs from the work center, some requiring education from a school, whilst the HIV infected had to report there every hour for treatment at expensive price-rates. Well, one roughly got the idea about discrimination when you have to wear large HIV rubbish bags like this and get turned away from most jobs. Most amusing was the ever-increasing line at the hospital for HIV treatment.

Some dubious high paying jobs included prostitution, and the majority of people being cheapskate retards rushed for that in a bid to increase their countries' GDP. The catch at the end that everyone overlooked was a 1/3 chance of contracting HIV by throwing a dice. You later had to pay 90% of earnings for your treatment, making the whole hospital ordeal not very worth it. But being a legal police officer wasn't all that smooth sailing either, the drug lords were incredibly hard to find, thus prostitution seemed like a good alternative for a quick buck. You needn't second guess, but Bangladesh ended up with a heck lot of HIV infections, like most of the countries. Reward for the least rate of infection went to Mongolia, Vitasoy chocolate drinks. I actually prefer milk more than the chrysanthemum and green tea for an empty stomach.


Ending off the day with talks about mostly statistical facts and a candlelight session with candles representing lives that died every few minutes, there was the Cambodian kid they invited to share his life story with us in person. Ly Long collected rubbish for a living and was abused by his father, some of the girls broke down cried after hearing his story, and people gave encouraging comments during the QnA. Although some of the pressing questions such as who others like him that have not been discovered that we should be helping were not discussed. Actually that wasn't the end, the group going to the home for the intellectually disabled met up to discuss activities for the next day. Obviously violent activities were ruled out when we told that balloons would frighten them.

Come sleeping time, there were murmurs throughout the night, and I had a terrible attrition with the bugs in the carpet floor. Anyways I hugged my MacBook to sleep, or rather placing it over my abdomen for the night, thereby avoiding the horrors of waking up to flatulence and incredible gastric pains. Actually, much of those fears were over-anticipated, and the sensation of hunger was barely felt throughout the second day at all, until it ended and you started gorging yourself again.

Day Two: The AC Bangla group spent the morning drawing bingo sheets whilst the sleepy church service and stretching exercises proceeded for the rest of the camp. We proceeded to walk to the place in Marsling. It was out of this world when you stepped into the place, it resembled Raffles Hotel! The folks were rather tame except some didn't speak much and others were overtly quick at expressing their emotions through a variety of actions. I helped out in the breakfast section, some refused to eat, others had to be force-fed.


Later on we performed a singing session and some of the daring ACJC girls actually danced with the more active residents. Although in some cases, some of the residents had weird quirks that included a need to be hugged every few minutes, and drooling half the time.

Its not something to get angry or disgusted about considering their condition, but its a reason why most people shun interacting with them. Some of them were actually rather cute in the dance.


Returning back to RP by walking, I got to know more of the ACJC people like Kai who's an architecture photography freak. Anyways, we beat the lazy lot whom took the MRT back. No activities were planned for the afternoon, improvisations included more bridge and my contribution of pictures to the presentation at the 7pm concert. Come concert time, about 2 hours were left in the countdown. Various performances, sharing by World Vision Singapore ambassador Jaime about sponsoring children. Maria Kang was discussing with me the proposition of a class sponsoring 3 children, its actually very doable if everyone skips a meal at McDs each month. Then there was a local indie band called EIC. Two guitarists with great vocals to match presented their own composition and songs by other bands, would love to hear more from them in future.


The crowd went euphoric in the last few minutes of countdown, it was much like the new year one. People were literally screaming their hearts out in the final 10 seconds. Yes! We did it! It was incredible to share that sense with a hall of people. Bursting out of the hall to Burger King sponsored burgers, that was the most horrible but yet edible chicken burger ever. When you are hungry, anything is tasty, I suppose that's why I finished it somehow. The hungry ghost festival descends early!


A great success to everyone who I'm sure did not cheat even though we hardly did much to help those people directly. As terrible as it sounds, its very doable once you survive past the initial 18 hours. On the principles side, I must emphasize its not a fight against poverty, but against inequality or inequity. How do you combat against having nothing in the first place? Despite the effort of sponsors, I didn't think much of the $20 we forked out actually reached the kids given the large areas of expenses. But I guess raising awareness to all those who claimed they were there for CIP hours, is one big step to start with. And I hope everyone didn't go out of that place forgetting everything again. Now that you have seen, you are responsible, may your heart have the will to make it so. Meanwhile, back to mugging.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Bow Wow

In another schedule-defying entry, bowling outing on Friday, brainchild of mine after I got fed up mugging a week ago. Anyways the turnout had a 30% cancellation and 50% non-punctuality rate, which is now to be expected of any outing. Yes guys, I can't trust you lot at all. I didn't imagine anyone would get caught by the rain, though apparently Gua did with her soaked jeans but it looked more plausible that she sat in the rain.
Homing Ball
Slide
This was supposedly the highlight of my entry. Koping ball from behind? But the blur expression just gave it all away that its a fake optical illusion.
Stolen Ball?
Hee
Alright, no more pictures of you! A group failure photo below. Considering how the full possible score for bowling is 300, and the highest scorer among us garnered only 120, we all fail for the win!
Garoupie!
Lunch at ThaiExpress, the waitress that "served" us gave that weird obnoxious smile and talking manner which I swear totally resembled that Flippino woman hosting the PSC PAE test. Only 3 of us caught Oceans 13 after that. Not as good as Eleven, but its hard to please me anyway. A tad spooky that Henry being first to meet me that day, was also the last to leave with me after the show. And a quick scurry home, back to my Physics.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Bends

The worry monster is on my head, and I can't see him! Oh wells, can someone slap me awake in the head. That way, he would fall off. Kids, a monster in sight is always the safer monster than the one that hides itself.

Evidently, the late nights have been screwing up my biological clock. Hopefully trying to stimulate my return to craziness, I reckon a very long shot. Holidays used to be a time to cook up the next big classified thing that I'm forever putting off and forgetting how rhetorically sounding I am by now. For once, there exists a fine spectrum and diversity of people whom I can envision working with on that, but we all know how time doesn't allow now that only 3 tries remain. We shall have to make every trial count for what it's worth. 5 months. Whack la. And as S reminded me, easier said than done.

The study has started to break my patience apart. I'm just not sustaining enough momentum each day given the wreck of "holiday-ing" influences everywhere in my home. Then even a getaway session at the library would get peppered with useless chatters given enough gathering of people. D recently re-invigorated my interest in P.Clark Hahaha, which I'm striving to finish, unfortunately its not IOC material. One thing which occurred to me is how we can chat for hours behind the screen like long-time friends. Yet in contrast to real life, we are like sworn enemies that can barely hold a conversation for long. Its awkwardly amusing, and script-worthy. Well I doubt you ever scour here, so this shall be inconsequential. And yet I also deal with people whom are chatty in real-life but yet adamantly silent online. Are they the same persons? Yes and no. So how many multiple faucets of people are we actually dealing with here? Beats me, but we know there's no one fits all. Karan is the most consistent virtual and real person that I know, unified architecture? Ah wells, that's enough talk about complex and imaginary for a night.

Friday, June 08, 2007

Rad Silence

Emerging out of the evening sky, the speckled silhouette of the Relentless appeared no larger than a distant lone hawk. An orange hue radiated across the cockpit, flickering with the occasional clouds that strayed in between the source of the glow. Pressed for refuge as a Pacific storm encroaches on the closing window of naked light, the Relentless would land heavy with excess resources that would have kept her aloft for hours more.

"Ecko 7811 Heavy Requesting Landing Rights on Tango Left"

"Landing Clearance Granted to Ecko 7811 Heavy on Tango Left"

"You have it"

"Roger, I have it."

"Runway in sight...

Someone across the cabin breathed a quick prayer.

Murmurs...
Chance is perhaps the pseudonym of God when he does not wish to sign his work.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Masque

Streaps
Hope is fragile... but hard to kill. Will we make it through?
Wishing there was more to say to you personally.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Sapphire Keep

Okho Loej,
You haughty impostor.
Posing as Ecko the soul-writer.
Flee from empathy's grips,
Ruptured bygone deeds,
Endeavors fraught repeat.
The needle in the eye
For this traveller speaks:
Infirmity upon posterity
Mind, soul, unravelled.
Beacon signal...
Body, will, repelled.
Dark fire, flaming vision
Spectacled impedance
Set the stage
Pound fragility
Hope orchestrate
Return a King to us!

Saturday, June 02, 2007

ergo

It's frightful but I can't muster enough words to say why.
The battle seems lost right before it had even begun.
Where are the beagle-blowers? Who art my faithful compatriots?
They number too few.

Abandonned to fact.
A sojourn to undertake.
The task weighs heavily,
Therefore a hypocrite despairs.

Out of sight, from your stead.
I shall be disappearing.
My return will require ample breakthrough to justify so.

Friday, June 01, 2007

Gobi

Have been rather lax with myself given that this is just the first in weeks to countdown of doom. Fair enough. Company comprising Eagle, Fish and I mounted a visit to the much raved Riverwalk Tandoor authentic North Indian restaurant that I first read about on Jen's blog for a lunch buffet on Wednesday. The variety is limited to about 15 different dishes, meats to vegetables, spicy to sweet. I have no friggin idea what they are, but am inclined to sing praises about for excellent culinary preparation. The dishes are discernably refined beyond coffee-shop fare. If anything, Maran Kalik made a ressurance that these are genuinely authentic Indian tastes. For love of Indian cuisine and having a big appetite, $12.70 nett per person surely makes it the best value for money buffet around in town. Much better than Sakae Sushi.

Spent a day at the CST Camp start of the week, the faces may differ, but you will find the same kind people in every batch. That's just about the last bout for me, I realize how rusty my Maths is. And I'm quite broke. Darn.

To bottom it off, I see some potential world dictator(s) on the horizons joining with ranks of those in history.
World Dictators